Do Your Best — Then Relinquish Control

The document reflects the author's personal journey with control, obsession, and the balance between practicality and faith. It begins with the author's experience of becoming highly focused on goals, which was cultivated through the use of a planner in their teenage years. Over time, this habit evolved into a structured approach to managing time, finances, and resources, with tools like Google Calendar and handwritten budgets playing a significant role.

The author grapples with the challenge of relinquishing control, recognizing that while they have a history of success, the need for control often conflicts with the necessity of having faith in others and the process of life. They express a desire to practice letting go of control in various aspects of their life, including professional, personal, and financial decisions. The document concludes with the idea that control is an illusion and that faith is a practice, emphasizing the importance of finding a balance between the two.